Why do I do this to you?  It can’t be just for me, this writing here.

I had a dream two nights ago where I could not move.  I was in bed awake on my back looking toward the window and toward the door.  I couldn’t move my body but I could look from right to left.  I expected to see strange lights coming in through the window, but I do not think that they came.  I feared abduction.  The view through the bedroom door went straight into my living room which is impossible in real life.  It was dark and I could not make out anything or any movement.  I was terrified.  I tried to move for a long while until suddenly I was able to jump out of bed, but the room was no longer in normal three-dimensional space.  I was “standing” on “the floor” though this is not right, but it did not feel like I was floating or hovering.  The lines of the room, the walls and such, and the light from outside on the way, became very skewed and sharply contrasted.  I was unsure whether or not I could or was moving, as relative relations to my surrounds were completely indescribable.  The colors seemed urgent (red, white, black).  I woke up and could not sleep for a while, had to put on the radio to hear another voice.  It was 7:13 AM and the sun would not be up for a while still.


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